Tuesday, 14 May 2019

Monday 13th May 2019

Brighton was fine, you know, I may felt negative about the accommodation/amount of money lost/boredom between shows, but I mustn't forget I was actually there to do the show and both days it went well.

I think I'm going to have a frustrating week...I like my weeks to be busy, and my schedule looked packed beyond comprehension, but so much has been cancelled for the next few days. It's all stuff that obviously can't be helped - mostly my students having SATS and GCSE's so they need to revise, and everything will resume as normal next week, but it's a little frustrating losing this much work. I have a waiting list of new students and I'll never be short of work, but I can't put the new students in because my regulars will be back soon. Joys of being a freelancer, I guess?

Was so bored today I tidied the house. De-cluttered my car, did a bit more work on my office space, set myself up nicely.

Four private lessons today, all surprisingly great, if tiring as it's been a while for most of them (half-term, my show in Guildford and 2 bank holidays have got in the way of Monday lessons). After that over to FH rehearsal, now as a 4-piece. Basically, 3 hours of L telling me to play quieter. I get, without G, who liked to rock out, we have to scale back a bit, but it feels very restricting. I've always said I'd only do this if it was fun, and it's not fun at the moment, it hasn't been all year. We'll see, I had a chat to V on the way back about how I feel the energy needs to go up. Because if it's not exciting, what's the point?

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