A frantic day, starting with my regular lessons at the primary school, and then my phone broke so I drove to the nearest town to get a new one (I'm due an upgrade anyway so if anything the timing was perfect) but then it started working again as I was driving there so came back and took Mum shopping instead.
Over to the college to run my weekly drum workshop there, an absolute total joy - such an awesome bunch of students. As I said before, I'd be happy to drop a few private students if I can get more hours there, it's just a vibe that suits me.
Off over to Baldock for FH gig, in which the feeling was tense. I've come to the conclusion that maybe we'll never replace G, and that this is becoming a bit of a slog. The atmosphere is mostly negative and it's no longer something I look forward to doing...I miss the good old days when we were a happier band. I had expressed my thoughts to the guys today by email, so as you can imagine it didn't feel great at the gig tonight. I'm not definitely going, I just wanted to say that I'm not happy and maybe it's time for a fresh start. We spoke about it, then played a 90 minute gig to a packed room but it didn't feel like a particularly good performance.
None of this has anything to do with the 'big' offer I had yesterday as a drummer. No. Well, maybe. I don't know.
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