I'm sure if this all ends up in a biography, this bit of a low will be a lovely ark to my story. In the real world, though, I just feel flat and confused about where my 'career' is going.
Productive day, don't get me wrong - lots of emails about the soap opera sent (and actual replies too - all rejection but still...), did 2 hours exercise, spoke to a TV company about some work. But nothing is really happening, another day of nothing happening at all.
Flat rehearsal with Dowsing tonight, it's not the same these days with the constant line-up changes, decided that the forthcoming gig with them - the 5th anniversary show, will be my last.
I get that, given everything that has happened, it would be odd if I was enjoying life at the moment. But I'd just like a good day soon, please. Just some tour dates, anything, to suggest I actually have prospects.
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