Needed to get out of the family home for a bit. I miss Dad dearly; I'm not confused by this, I get this has to happen to all of us at some point and I feel privileged that I got to hold him as he drew his final breath, that I got to say everything I wanted to say (several times, just in case). I'm just really, really sad and down about it all.
After 9 days back home, I decided to go back to mine and try to get things moving again, whilst constantly calling Mum to make sure she's okay...they were together for 42 years, that's going to take some adjustment.
Played a last-minute, unadvertised, covers gig with G+V tonight. I appreciate their friendship a lot, they're tiptoeing around me a little I sense, which is understandable, but they are amazing. Gig was fine, I'm not exactly oozing with enthusiasm at the moment but got through it comfortably enough.
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